If only he could stay little...

Life with Nathaniel Jacob... he brightens our days and makes us forget what life was like without him. All I keep thinking is that I can't WAIT until June and I can spend entire days with him. Being back at work is great, but at the same time, I feel like I am missing so much. He changes every day... his personality is really coming out! He loves to stand up and enjoys being proped up on the couch so he can sit by himself. He is always looking around and loves looking at the windows when the sun is shining through. At times I wish I could freeze time so I can capture all his little noises and gestures... how he grabs by shirt when I feed him, how he stares at the images in the books we read together, how he has a thousand different smiles and how when he smiles, his eyes squint just like mine, and how no matter what we do, his hair has a mind of its own... if only he could stay little...